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| 05:26pm 15/01/2008 |
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So much for saving money.....Thank you speeding tickets and car accidents...what would I do without them? Hey, maybe be rich!! Fuck.
I haven't updated in a while, but I'm alive and that's good enough for me right now.
Just started school last week...classes are boring, teachers are...weird.
All in all things are doing better than last month and I'm excited for this year! Going to NY to see dad, who is most likely going to get a divorce...surprise surprise....then perhaps to Hungary!! to get more fat and drunk with my crazy family.
Who's my all time favorite band?
MATCHBOX TWENTY! and guess fucking what bitches?! I'm going to Tampa to see them LIVE for the first time in my life!!!! Saturday January 26th!! Can't fuckin' wait...wanna piss my pants with overwhelming joy!!
Two hours seems like a long time when you're waiting.
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| 10:56pm 09/10/2007 |
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I should have known you own my heart....
Yay for Uncles who bring 5 bottles of Hungarian alcohol everytime they visit....and three bags of chocolate...I'm going to be drunk and fat this weekend!!
I can't wait 'til Friday!!!!!!!!!! This made every atom of my being shriek with happiness.
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| "I like your hair much better that way..." |
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| 09:40pm 25/09/2007 |
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I love having more money in my bank account than I actually think I have....It almost makes me want to always work three jobs...keyword being: ALMOST. I'm trying to save up money...a lot of money....I'm not sure yet what I want to do with it; here are my options:
1. Move out next year
2. Study abroad for a semester
3. Back-pack across Europe
4. Visit my grandparents in England (which I've been 3 times before) for a month
5. Visit my favorite cousin Sean in Australia (which I've never been)
The main purpose to save money was number 3, however that money can go in many other directions (as stated above) and now I'm beginning to debate whether I truly want to see the rest of Europe. Another option is to purchase my mother and I tickets to Hungary to visit her family, however her brother, his wife and son are coming next month, so there really is no point...plus he had previously offered to pay for her airfare and accommodations and she declined.
On to more important news: BERNIE IS WALKING! Yeah, I know she's a genius...I mean just look at her highly intelligent aunt....psht! She's still having trouble walking for a long period of time, but she can manage to stand up and walk around for a while by herself...it's the most magnificent thing I've ever seen in the entirety of my life!
If one more person asks me how school is going, I swear, I'm going to scream in their face! It's not only annoying, but frustrating, to pay the amount of tuition which I pay just to sit and listen to different people talk, or "teach" as they call it, about the same god(if there was one)damn topic I've been hearing about since high school....At these moments of my life, I am glad I do not own a gun.
Now, back to attempting to bullshit...I mean, write...a paper for personality theory...wish me luck, I'll need it for this one.
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| "I'm on Fire, but Now I think I'm ready to Bust a Move..." |
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| 02:28am 23/09/2007 |
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"...Check it out I'm rockin' Steady to the Beat in my head it goes Oh Oh Oh Oh!"
I painted my nails, so I would stop biting them, but now I started tearing away at my skin...it hurts worse than biting my nails until they bleed.
I have to write a paper tomorrow...I don't want to do it.
Last night was awesome...so was today....my life is awesome...
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| 11:47pm 05/08/2007 |
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Monday: 9am to 5pm at the Enclave; 7pm to 12am at GUESS
Tuesday: same as above
Wed.: same as above
Thursday: same as above
Friday: 9am to 5pm at the Enclave; leave for Pensacola.
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| Religion is nothing but a MASS DELUSION...Sigmund Freud |
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| 12:22am 30/07/2007 |
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Tuesday is my last day of school...I have four papers and two final exams on that day. NO ONE BOTHER ME UNTIL THEN, PLEASE.
I finally got my computer back.
I have to go to UCF orientation either aug 14th or 17th cuz school starts the 20th...I'm nervous.
Going to Pensacola the 10th to the 12th....CAN'T WAIIIIT.
I love my new job...
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| 12:41pm 07/06/2007 |
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I'm currently sick....physically...not in the mind or anything...well, that's debatable. I have a fever, sore throat, runny nose...I called out of work yesterday, but because I did, they scheduled me to work saturday...bastards. I have to go to work today from 5pm to 1am...I'm dreading it.
Hopefully I'll be better before my birthday...I'm going to have two parties:one at my house and the other at a hotel...the one at my house will be the 16th and the other the 23rd. I'm not sure what hotel yet or anything, but I'll you know, for those who want to attend.
The one at my house will be a pool party, so wear your bathing suits if you'd like, it's not required. But all the girls are invited, of course, and all their brothers (cough HUGO cough LEO cough) and boyfriends (cough RICHIE cough MICHAEL cough) are invited as well....It's not gonna be anything huge, just a get together....it's been a long while since we've had one of those.
Just please let me know if you're coming or not...Thanks.
ANyways, on to other news...School is overwhelming...there's no other word for it. I'm currently reading Man's Search for Meaning for my Humanities class and learning about the cell for my biology class.Needless to say, I'll be busy this summer. Good news: I may be eligable to receive my scholarship for UCF...I'll find out in a few weeks, but it looks promising.
I'm lacking social contact, therefore hopefully everyone will be able to attend my get together...I need it desperately....It's been much too long...an unnecessary amount of time...
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| 02:57pm 17/04/2007 |
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I stayed up three days without sleep to write a Humanities paper on Women in the Renaissance...well...I got it back today and I got an A+!! I also received another paper back in that class and I got a 10 out of 10!!
I got my deviant behavior test back and I got a 98! PLUS I have an A in the class, so I don't have to take the final!!
I got my sociology test back and I got a 94! BUT I have to take the final, cuz I only have a B in the class and I want an A!! I have to score a 100 on the final to get an A...I think I can do it...
I have an over-night tonight...from 9pm to 6am!! Blaaah...my schedule for work sucks for the next two weeks!! All I'm doing is closing!! I hate it...
Good luck to everyone on their finals!!
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| 04:01pm 08/04/2007 |
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I don't believe my family is celebrating it in anyway this year....oh well.
I saw the sunrise this morning and it looked like an easter sunrise...the sky was blue and purple and pink...like easter eggs.
I always say this, but I really mean it: I wish I didn't have to sleep...i wish I could just stay up all night and day and not need sleep.
It's been quite sometime since I've updated and well...things are going nicely as most of you may know. Finals are approaching fast and I can't wait for this semester to be OVER!! I have a 10 page paper due on tuesday and it's Sunday and I haven't started it yet...Sometimes I hate being a procrastinator, but I know I'll get it done even if I have to stay up all night. Next semester all I have to take is fundamentals of bio. and another humantities and i'm DONE with valencia! I'm most likely going to be working two jobs this summer, so no party for jenno.
I've kinda been down these past two days...I don't know what's wrong with me, but I can't snap out of it. Maybe it's just me stressing over school....i don't know.
I've been used to seeing Jonathan everyday this week, now he's going to start his job and I'm going to be consumed with finals that we're not going to see each other until Friday night...maybe that's what's getting me down...
In case you haven't heard, Jon and I are officially together...I haven't really told or explained it to anyone...and I know everyone is thinking it's a joke...I know...I'm terrible at relationships and I don't commit, but maybe the reason for all that in the past is because I never really found anyone suitable for me...until now.
Anyway, I'm off work today, tuesday, and friday....I'm most likely going to be hibernating one tuesday, trying to study for my two tests this week and finals coming up...but if anyone wants to hang, just give me a call.
Take care and have a Happy Easter.
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| 05:29pm 15/03/2007 |
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I was so productive today! Got my mom's brakes fixed on her car, bought white shoes and a white belt that I have been needing for quite sometime now....CLEANED MY CLOSET! yes and actually i have a TON of space now!!! i love love love itttt....i'll post a pic when i get a chance...wait actually i always say that and never do, so i'm not making any promises.
Going to walmart now...gotta get water, baby juice and milk...then i'm going to pick up my mommy from the air-o-port! w00t.
Tomorrow and Sat. i have a 5am-er, but sunday I"m off...just have to go in from 8-10 for a meeting...I'm also off on FRIDAY, so if anyone wants to do something, that would be cool
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| 10:20pm 14/03/2007 |
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It's close to the end of the week.
I usually don't work that day because I have school.
I have school that day.
It's just a fun word to say...try it with me kids..."Thuuuursday."
I especially love this Thursday, March 15, 2007 because my mommy is coming back from Vegas!! Though I probably won't tell her to her face, but I missed her...a lot.
Even though she drives me crazy, she keeps me sane...if that makes any sense what so ever.
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| 12:16pm 07/03/2007 |
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....This Sat.!!! March 10th!! Be there or be square!!
At the moment I'm not feeling too well and am planning to call out from work, but hopefully i'll feel better by the Berns' Birthday....I just can't believe she is 1 year old!! Seems just like yesterday we were at the hospital and she popped out and no one could stop holding her....HOpefully for her birthday she won't a shy baby and she'll socialize haha....
See you guys Sat.!
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| Sometimes I think I'm Superman...yeah, with the penis and all.... |
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| 09:40pm 04/03/2007 |
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These last couple days have been productive. I've discovered I work better in the night..Like a hit-man, except focusing my energy on something a little more legal and school/work related. Though I haven't been getting much sleep, I don't feel tired. I can't explain it; it's like this drive that has suddenly arose in me and fuels me to get through the work, so I'll have more time to relax, hang out, etc.
I'll admit it....right here and now, for everyone to read, and I'M NOT GOING TO LIE ABOUT IT....so, are you ready for the truth?? I'm not a creative person...I won't ever fake that I am...Moments of creativity strike me, but I have no control over them...they come when they please, and that is quite rare. I hate making posters....I hate my handwriting and I will never, even with the help of a ruler, be able to draw straight lines. With all of this, I'm quite content and to my astonishment others are as well. Deeply pleased by this realization.
Though my list of To Do's has severely out-weighed the spare time I am allotted, I am surprisingly unconcerned with upcoming projects and due dates. Not that I don't care about them, because now more than ever I am striving for perfection in my work; it's just that, I'm gaining faith in myself and learning to rely on my natural abilities, my own thoughts, whatever feels like coming out and whenever it feels like coming out. I refuse to be censored by society and more so by myself. I will not waste my power to force my thoughts to recede and disintegrate, instead I will not only free them, but stand by my own words. Perhaps my new found freedom of speech will stimulate my creative gland and the tedious, annoying poster-making projects will seem less difficult. However, this isn't an attempt to change or better myself, it's more of an opening up, releasing what is inside of me, and allowing others a chance to really get to know me.
Goodnight.
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| 07:33pm 23/02/2007 |
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I cut my hair...I love it...
Yoshi is laying on my living room floor right now...I'm gonna rape her...delicious.
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| 11:23pm 02/02/2007 |
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"Today I fell and felt better, just knowing this matters...I just feel stronger..."
It's been
awhile since i've heard that song....funny how i still remember the words...
My day seemed so short today...it went by so fast...
Anyways, I'm just sitting here
listening to music that I haven't heard in forever...
omg I have so much stuff I need to be doing right now, but I'm feeling lazy...
No one will
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| 03:50pm 30/01/2007 |
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So today in humanities, we had to pair up in groups of two and my hott humanities guy was like, "hey you wanna be my partner?" and I was like "yeah..."
He's totally my soul mate.
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| 12:23am 19/01/2007 |
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So Tuesday I get home from school, feeling pretty good, getting ready to out to Luis A's soccer game, when he calls me and tells me that he bruised his foot and won't be playing. I think, Fine, now I'm free for the rest of the night, might as well catch up on some things I've been post-poning...I don't know how it happened, and I sure as hell don't know why, but I got so sick with a migraine and ended up puking...okay, I"m not gonna lie to you, this is going to get graphic....It was the most disgusting puke ever of my life...it was like brown clumps of vomit...like POOP coming out of my MOUTH....it was THICK and extremely unpleasant.
The morning after I woke with a sore throat, thinking it was the acid I puked that burned my throat and it will go away, so I went to work. My mom came to visit later in the day and when she hugged me good-bye she noticed i was quite warm.
This morning I wake with a full blown flu...runny nose, clogged ears, drowsy, fever....the worst. BUT I had a paper due today and the teacher does NOT allow late work or work turned in over the net, so I had to attend. At school I discovered Priscilla and Luis A were going to call out because Luis A had another soccer game and Priscilla wanted to go, so I couldn't call out!! That would have been so suspicious, so I went to work. As crazy as this sounds, I don't think I could have survived this day if I wasn't sick! Hopefully it will pass by this weekend, because this is the first weekend I have off in about a year!!! lol...I'm so excited and can't wait...I'm also off Tuesday and Thursday after class (215ish) so ppl, make appointments now, please and thank you.
mucho mucho sick
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| 04:26pm 08/01/2007 |
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Not a whole lot is new...I've just been keeping busy at work, like always. I start school tomorrow...I can't wait. I have two classes with Josh...we're probably going to carpool.
I'm taking Sociology, Deviant behavior,and Humanities. I did super well last semester; finishing with three A's and one B, of course in statistics! I'm applying for UCF for Fall semester...so super nervous!! Hopefully by then, I'll be a manager at work....they're going to start training me this year! I'll then have to wait for a position to open in another store, or wait for the new store in Altamonte to open, so I can be promoted. I'll be so sad to leave my store, but when I be manager, I'll be makin' the big bucks and I'll take everyone out for a HUGE expensive dinner!! haha.
Bernie Bear is getting so big...she has two teeth in already and she's working on the third! She started crawling...not perfectly...it's like a wiggle haha, but it gets her where she wants to go.
Tomorrow, lunch date with the ladies...can't use "girls" anymore because they're growing up so fast :-( my babies!! lol
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| 11:58pm 11/12/2006 |
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Tomorrow is my Humanities final. All we have to do is turn in a paper, but I haven't written mine yet...Yup, a true procrastinator....well, I got home from work today and wasn't feeling well, so I took tylenol and went to sleep. When I woke up, it got worse and now i'm SO sick: fever, migraine, cough, sore throat, runny nose etc.
:-( Make me soup, someone please.
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